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"To truly laugh, you must be able to take your pain, and play with it!"

– Charlie Chaplin

1914

  • Stress can get to people sometimes. I won’t be one of them. Hopefully. But it is hard not to succumb into the fear and nervousness when you have a lot in the line. I’m making a film on my own. But if it is not successful, than I will have to pay Mr. Sennett $1,500. It is a funny story, how these all happened in the first place. In one of my tours in America, the New York Motion Picture Company offered me to be the one who takes the place of Fred Mace who was planning on leaving. I thought their comedy is a crude mélange of rough and rumble, but figured it would be nice to be part of a movie. Besides, it would mean a new life. After that I made my first movie in January, but it was awful. Since it was a disaster, I decided that I should create a new character, and created the tramp. I wanted everything to be a contradiction: the pants baggy, the coat tight, the hat small and the shoes large ... I added a small moustache, which, I reasoned, would add age without hiding my expression. I had no idea of the character. But the moment I was dressed, the clothes and the makeup made me feel the person he was. I began to know him, and by the time I walked on stage he was fully born. The audience really liked him; therefore, I decided to make him my screen persona. But that stupid director wouldn’t listen to me when I shared my opinion and completely ignored what I had to say. That guy even tried to get me fired but Sennett kept me in. I knew the movie would be so much better if the director just listened to me, and to prove it, I decided to make a new movie on my own. Sennett didn’t let me do it first, but after I said that I’d give him $1,500 he let me do it. I hope it will be successful. I worked on it pretty hard and it would be really upsetting if people didn’t like it. I guess time will show what happens.

 

1920

  • New projects are what I live for. They get my blood boiling and make me fill with excitement. I am actually in the middle of one in the moment. Since I’ve joined the United Artists, doing my own films has become a piece of cake. I am thinking of naming it The Kid. As the name suggests, it will be about a kid and his life with The Tramp. I’m thinking of making it both drama and comedy, like my own life. These past years were full of both drama and comedy; thanks to Mildred. She really did turn my world upside down. First she says that she is pregnant with my baby so I am forced to marry with her. Then it turns out that she wasn’t pregnant with my baby in the first place, but after we get married she really does get pregnant. Afterwards, when little Norman is born, he is malformed, and because of that he dies 3 days after his birth. We were irreconcilably mismated in the first place, therefore we soon got divorced. Norman’s –my first child’s- death was a big blow for me, so I have decided to dedicate this movie to Norman. God bless his soul. I wish I could see him grow up to be a man, but sometimes things aren’t supposed to go the way we want them to, I guess. Those times seem awfully too much.

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1915

  • I don’t want to look like a person who likes to brag, but when I look back to my life I can say with confidence that I’ve really managed to become really successful. It was just a dream 20 years ago, but now, I am probably the film industry's first international star. It really is fulfilling to see all the hard work you’ve done until now bear fruit. Of course the road was not easy. I directed my first film, then joined Essanay. I just stayed in Essanay for a short period of time, but it was absolutely a fun time there. I even found perhaps the woman I might get married with. But I have to leave here now. I have my ambitions, and to make them come true, I have to move forward. I will never forget the time we spent together while we made all those films, especially The Bank, The Tramp and A Night Out; they were the most fun ones. Now, I’m thinking of joining Mutual. They offered me a respectable amount of money; they really must want me to join their team. I wonder how many different memories, films and friends I’ll make there. I guess I’ll have to find it on my own, like I always do.

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